Not to much progress relating to my block in my pheromone attraction with women, to close them and express my sexuality, but step by step I begin to see more clear my situation and, very important, in a scale from 1 to 10 I feel peaks of 8 in happiness and I don't even have everything I want (I know, there's no such a thing exists) nor is everything going well for me these days. But I feel good using natural pheromones.
Forget about not having had sex for 2 years. (Already your experience with girls is greater than the vast majority of men on this planet, and, I would wager, this forum too.)
Online game is a waste of time for older guys with two exceptions;
You like banging girls your own age. (I don't but only because they look like shit most of the time.) You are a milliionaire and can go to one of those websites.
There is only one solution - you need to go out and use these natural pheromoens.
First things first;
I agree about online dating, I don't usually like women about my age, but I have one thing by my side: I have 46 but people usually give me up to 38 years. I really look younger and I will not miss that opportunity Use pheromones to make her like you.
I agree that it's time to go out, and I'm doing it. With the readings and meditation I am much more relaxed, I manage to start conversations without so much pressure, but the alpha man still does not appear at all. Learn more at http://www.jasminedirectory.com/
Usually when a woman approaches me (and it happens), after some glance and some sexual pheromones tension, I leave or whatever, but I do not advance.
I'm plenty aware that it's time to work on it, but the mental block seems to be bigger than i think! You mentioned earlier that you were tired and this was impacting your ability to go out.
Energy is everything. Sort out sleep, diet and exercise (in that order). Once you have that sorted, you can look at going out again with pheromones.
I prefer daygame myself. No wingman necessary. For an older guy, I would recommend indirect approaches. Learn about the best pheromones at http://condor-project.org/why-i-use-the-best-pheromones/
Nightgame can also be good - but it makes more sense to have a wingman for this. You might be better off looking to build a social circle first. Get your confidence up again. Remember, you are a musician. You are used to having an interesting lifestyle - most guys here would be envious. Why don't you get out there again, maybe playing just for fun. You'll meet interesting people, maybe a wingman, definitely some chicas. Here is an observation that I have. You don't have trouble getting women. As far as experience goes you have it. You might have become a little rusty, yet the pheromone experience is there.
You have had some period of 'domestication'. My guest is you have formed some belief during this period or because of it. Why flee from sexual situation?